Its today's title. Its kinda sad you know. Cause its not easy leaving someone you know very well. Someone who has guide you through all the circumference. Someone that gave you support to move forward and someone who really cares bout you. Today, I felt the sadness. Today, I felt the same as he is. Today, I know as for him, its hard to leave everyone behind and moved to another place. But what can he do ? What's the least that he could do to fulfill everyone wishes ? All he could do is to pray for them, for us. Even tough he's goin' far away but he has the most perfect spot in every person life. He has guide so many people to make them a better person. He scolded the people he knew who's goin' to ruin their own life. He did the right thing. He has done what he suppose to do. He has completed his responsible.
But where can we find someone like him ??
This person, he scolded me once. I remember those early days. Whenever I saw him far away, I'll run to him just to greet him and smile at him. Its hard to see him those days. But three years back, I saw him every single day. But I didn't run and greet him. Why Asha ? I've changed. No more me running towards him. No more me smile at him when I passed by him. No more me RESPECT him. I still remember how I skiped school last year. But he found out. A friend of mine immediately text me to come back to school or else everyone else going to get into the trouble I've made. So, I went to school back and I was called to be in his office as soon as possible. He asked me; why Asha ? I didn't answer it. I just looked away. I pretend not to listen to all his saying. I pretend that I was not there. When he stop talking, I stood up. I went towards his door. He called my name. I stopped but I didn't turn back. I Just walk away. I have no respect for him. Not even a thank you has come out from my mouth. Not even a sorry to give. I was being rude. But for what had happen he didn't 'makan hati'. He knows what teenagers are like.
If only that day he didn't called me to his office and scolded me, I wouldn't be as brave I am today. I wouldn't be as determined I am today. I wouldn't fall into tears like I did it today. I wouldn't beg for forgiveness in front of so many people. Thank you for that day Sir. Thank you for scolding me. You did the right thing. You have done your responsible as our PRINCIPLE.
En. Mohd Mahmudi B. Bakri
[Cikgu 'moody' saya]
Semoga Doa kami mengiringi cikgu selalu. Aminn..
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