Dah tak de keje..

Hee... Memang... Hari ni niat nak study physics la konon nye... Tapi ape boley buat bile niat dah terbantut. Niat tnggal harapan je laa.. Hee... Nak tau what I did ? Me, follow everyone else blog even strangers. Dah tak de kje kan.. Orng kita tak knal pun kita boley main follow je. Mana tak nye, diri sndri dah ter-influence dgn kata-kata 'be the first to follow this blog' :P So, kpd mereka yg udah sy follow, welcome to my blog ! And don't forget to follow me back :) 


* I bet that's the reason why I did follow their blog; to gain more follower. :D
HNK peeps !

We Gather, We Separate

Its today's title. Its kinda sad you know. Cause its not easy leaving someone you know very well. Someone who has guide you through all the circumference. Someone that gave you support to move forward and someone who really cares bout you. Today, I felt the sadness. Today, I felt the same as he is. Today, I know as for him, its hard to leave everyone behind and moved to another place. But what can he do ? What's the least that he could do to fulfill everyone wishes ? All he could do is to pray for them, for us. Even tough he's goin' far away but he has the most perfect spot in every person life. He has guide so many people to make them a better person. He scolded the people he knew who's goin' to ruin their own life. He did the right thing. He has done what he suppose to do. He has completed his responsible. 

But where can we find someone like him ?? 

This person, he scolded me once. I remember those early days. Whenever I saw him far away, I'll run to him just to greet him and smile at him. Its hard to see him those days. But three years back, I saw him every single day. But I didn't run and greet him. Why Asha ? I've changed. No more me running towards him. No more me smile at him when I passed by him. No more me RESPECT him. I still remember how I skiped school last year. But he found out. A friend of mine immediately text me to come back to school or else everyone else going to get into the trouble I've made. So, I went to school back and I was called to be in his office as soon as possible. He asked me; why Asha ? I didn't answer it. I just looked away. I pretend not to listen to all his saying. I pretend that I was not there. When he stop talking, I stood up. I went towards his door. He called my name. I stopped but I didn't turn back. I Just walk away. I have no respect for him. Not even a thank you has come out from my mouth. Not even a sorry to give. I was being rude. But for what had happen he didn't 'makan hati'. He knows what teenagers are like. 

If only that day he didn't called me to his office and scolded me, I wouldn't be as brave I am today. I wouldn't be as determined I am today. I wouldn't fall into tears like I did it today. I wouldn't beg for forgiveness in front   of so many people. Thank you for that day Sir. Thank you for scolding me. You did the right thing. You have done your responsible as our PRINCIPLE.

En. Mohd Mahmudi B. Bakri

[Cikgu 'moody' saya]

Semoga Doa kami mengiringi cikgu selalu. Aminn..

I'm TIRED !!

Hee..

Boring post title. Today, saya dah MENDEKA ! Untuk seketika sahaja ler. Sbb SPM sebenar tak amik lg. Kann ? So.. Hari ni kiteorang buat mcm sekolah ni kiteorng yg punya. Kt tgn saya, ada sony handycam. Bawak ke hulu ke hilir. Tak tau pa yg nak ditunjuk kn sngt. So pagi pagi td masuk perhimpunan duduk tak smpai 2 minit cikgu dah suro naik kelas. Haishh -___-" Da naik kelas tu, kepala sibuk je pndang bawah, tgk orng ramai. Mmg ramai betul. Tapi antara ramai ramai uh, AJOO tak de pun [sedih]. Hee :P After that kiteorng pun buat la mcm tak de class nak kne msuk. Ckgu dah msuk pun kiteorng still ade kat balcony, borak pasal itu ini. Lepas tu kiteorng turun bawah, saja nak pegi bilik persalinan. Nak tuka baju. Panass.. Lepas da tuka bju uh, nmpak la pulak kelibat AJOO. Hee.. [suka] Dia trsenyum kite lg la.. HAHA ! Tersenyum sipuu ! Tu je.. Senyum je. Jgn harap la AJOO nak tego. Lepas tu kiteorng naik la class memandangkan ckgu nak bg PROJECT BESAR ! Add Math pulak tu. Haishh -___-"" Ingatkan cuti ni boley la buat revision, brtmbah byk la pulakk kje kne buat. haduyaii.. Then, perkara brjln sprti biasa. BORING OLD SCHOOL STUFF ! Bleahh.. Haa.. ni yg best nak crita ni, lepas balik skola td, saya jumpe buah hati saya ! Hee.. :D Dia nmpak muda sngt hari ni. Entah la knp. Lepas kiteorang g mkn, kiteorng pun balik laa.. This is where the drama happen. Jeng Jeng Jeng.. Bhahaha.. Kiteorang borak dlm kreta kjp sblm balik, entah mcm mne dia boley moody pulak tu. Tak tau knp. Bila pnggil tak menyahut. Bila tnya tak jawab. Bengang ouh ! Ape lg, merajok la jwbnye Drama Queen ni ! Hee.. :D Tu yg best tuh, buah hati saya pujuk saya ! Hee.. haha... Owh ya, sbnarnye saya nak bg tau satu dunia [mcm la boley jadi] yg saya mkn nasi 3 kali hari ni ! :O Saya pun tak sngka. Time rehat kat sekolah, mkn nasi lemak, AJOO pun sama ! Hee.. Tghri mkn nasi tomyam ngn SAYANG saya. Mlm pulak order nasi ayam kt mummy sbb dye nak pegi pasar mlm. Fuhh.. mmg mkin bulat la saya ni ! -.-" Yg penat nya, bile tgh mkn uh, semua rng mkn [ni dinner punya crita] Bila semua orng dah hbis mkn, dyeorng tnggal kn saya sorang sorang kat meja mkn dgn meja yg tak berkemas uh. Bile saya bgun je, mmg saya dah agak... orang akn bg arahan kat sy suro kemas meja. MMG TAK LAA ! Td time mkn lngsng tak kesah pasal saya. Tnye la saya sehat ke tak.. Ble dah hbis mkn bru nak ckap ngn saya. Buat itu la Buat ini la. Grrrr... Lepas tu boley pulak dia tnye yg saya ni marah kat dia ke. eeee.. Rasa mcm nak cepuk je. Tu je la yg saya nak ckap. Hari rabu mmg hari yg memenatkan. Dah la esk ada CHEMISTRY. 3 masa pulak tu ! Aiyaya..

Happy Birthday Sayangg :)

Biyy, you're seventeen today. Congrtas dear ! I'm so happy that you're older than me today. Bhahaha.. just kiddin'. Even that today you're far away, you know that you're always 'here' kn biyy ? I miss you tau. Seriously biyy, I do. I miss all the sweet memories we spent together and I really miss the awsomess we did when we were still young. Owh babe ! Where are you ? I just hope that I could hug you right now. Like I used to. Biyy, you ingat lagi tak time kite budak budak dlu. Well, tak la bebudak sngt. ann ramai orang ingatkan yg both of us ni kembar. Hee.. Kembar tak serupa. Actually, byk lg bende yg boley kite flashback. Tp biyy, its worth it if you were right beside me. Miss you so much !

P.S. I wanted to post this entry last night midnyte tapi i ngntuk sngt mlm smlm. Ingatkan nak la buat suprise utk you biyy. HAHA ! Suprise la sngt kn ? :D

P.P.S. Happy Seventeen Birthday Dear ! ILYSFDM ! Miss you always.

HAHA ! Mek ni da tua !

Amira Fatini Bt Johanes

seventeen y/o today :)

Hot Base

Yesterday was saturday. Hee... When I say that it reminds me of Rebecca Black friday's song. yuckk.. So, yesterday I went to kajang for a visit. Me and my family visited her after picking up my adik from his taekwando  class. So, lalalala.. Its a boring day actually to go there and do nothing. After that I told my dad I wanna go shopping  after this visiting thingy. Yeah, He brought us to ALAMANDA as it was on our way home. And yeah orang tak ramai like I expected. So, I went to the Hot Base near the Carefour. Not much choices they have there. I pick up one attracting blouse that caught my  eyes. It was sooooo GORGEOUS ! Damn gorgeous. It was the blue blouse with no cutting and now its MINE ! Bhahaha :D My mum pun amik la mane mane bju yg dia berkenan cause everything that I going to own, she's goin' to be the first to look at it. So its best if she's the one who choose it, I guess... But something happen. Haha.. Here's the story.. I tried all the cloths we choose; four blouses, one pair of beige pants and some inner wear :) At the end I pay [well, it wasn't who's paying] for only two blouses, one pair of pants and two bras. Hee :) When I got home I try all of 'em. It was, yeahh.. DAMN GORGEOUS ! When it comes to this particular blouse, I put it on but I couldn't button it :O I was like, W-W-WHATT ??? Rupe-rupenye that blouse was the one I randomly take it w/o even looking at the size or even the prize. The design was the same design my mum took. But I don't like the colour that my mum choose for me because it looks like my father's work shirt. So, I exchange it with the one I took and my mum is okay with it. O...M...G... Can you believe it ? I couldn't fit that blouse. Of course I couldn't fit it, it was S ! Even my boobs can't fit it ! Bhahahaha.... Luckly I found a way to wear it. I make it as my jacket :) 

What a day... :D

New template [again] :)

Alhamdulilah. My new template has 'finito'. Hee :) New purplelish background with three awesome chicks and of course 1 of them is me ! :P So, have no idea what to post actually, hmm.. My mid year exam haven't finito yet. Grr.. I got 2 more subjects to go; Additional Mathematics and ICT. Tough subjects. And I surely going to get G for Physics cause I slept during the exam. I can't think very well at that time due to the fever I'm having. Still not in a good condition ryte now. brr.. -,-" I dunno what my parents, my teacher, my tuition teacher goin' to say. Owh ya, speaking of parents, when is father's day ? anyone know when it is please do let me know. [mcm lah tak boleh nak search kat goggle]. 

Gotta go now. Gotta study. Hee :)

HNK peeps !

P.S. I start thinking of using another name to describe my follower and also to my readers. But what's it  goin' to be ? Little monster perhaps ..? NOOOO ! I'm not GAGA. But yet I'll think bout it :)

We're like Venus and MARS !

"We're like Venus and Mars. We're like different star."

Yup. Me and he are like different star. So much of difference. Don't believe me ? Watch this...

Hee :)

Perkara yg ckgu skrng tak tau

Ckgu tak tau yg pelajar skrng tak buat roket bile bosan time exam menggunakan kertas extra yg ckgu bekalkan.

Ckgu tak tau yg kiteorang bwk fon g skola sbb kat skola tak de entertainment, nak blaja pun bosan. Ckgu aaaaaaaaaaaasyikk marah je.

Ckgu tak tau yg pelajar ta buat kje skola sbb soalan yg ckgu bg tuh, tak blaja lg dlm class. *What ? U expect us to stdy on our own ? Then, wht's the point going to school ?

Ckgu tak tau yg sbnarnya kiteorng tak suke buat homework kat skola sbb nak buat kt rumah. Kat rumah boley surf internet, mcm mcm idea boley dapat untk fninish-kan homework yg ckigu bg uh.

Ckgu tak tau, senakal-nakal kiteorng, seburuk-buruk kiteorng, semalas malas kiteorng, kiteorng sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang sangat kat ckgu :'(

*Betuuuuull, tak tipu. Hee :)

SELAMAT HARI GURU CIKGU !

Walaupun nanti kteorng da abeh skolah, jasa ckgu akan tetap kiteorng kenang smpai bile bile. Sbb tanpa ckgu, siapa la kite ni kn ? Manusia tanpa ilmu pengetahuan. Hancur.. Hancur..

Someone Like You

This song, I doesn't have anything to do with someone. I just like to hear when I'm down. It's like giving me the strength that I've lost.

I heard that you're settled down, 
That you found a girl and you're married now, 
I heard that your dreams came true, 
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you, 
Old friend, why are you so shy? 
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light, 

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, 
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it, 
I had hoped you'd see my face, 
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over, 

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you, 
I wish nothing but the best for you, too, 
Don't forget me, I beg, 
I remember you said, 
"Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead," 
Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah, 

You know how the time flies, 
Only yesterday was the time of our lives, 
We were born and raised in a summer haze, 
Bound by the surprise of our glory days, 

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, 
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it, 
I had hoped you'd see my face, 
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over, 


Nevermind, I'll find someone like you, 
I wish nothing but the best for you, too, 
Don't forget me, I beg, 
I remember you said, 
"Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead," 

Nothing compares, 
No worries or cares, 
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made, 
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste? 

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you, 
I wish nothing but the best for you, 
Don't forget me, I beg, 
I remember you said, 
"Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead," 

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you, 
I wish nothing but the best for you, too, 
Don't forget me, I beg, 
I remember you said, 
"Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead," 
Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead.

....

Heyy, I changed my blog title. It just that I think I've to start to make a change in myself. Cause I've been a very very very naughty girl. Yeahh... I just hope that I can change, to be a better person. I believe I can :) 

Saya Nak Bertudung !

Yup. Itu lah kenyataanya. Saya ingin bertudung sepenuhnya. Itulah yang sering saya fikirkan sejak belakangan ni. Saya ingin bertudung, memelihara aurat saya dari terus dijamah oleh pandangan mereka yang bukan mahram. Tapi, akan bertahankah saya bertudung hingga ke liang lahad ? Adakah saya akn berhenti melakukan dosa-dosa yang sering saya lakukan demi menjaga keperibadian saya yang bertudung ? Adakah saya akan menjaga aurat saya yang lain semasa bertudung ? Saya tak nak jadi seperti segelintir masyarakat, yang bertudung tetapi berlengan pendek. Yang kepala dilitupi namun leher diperagakan. Yang menutup aurat kepala tetapi menunjuk susuk tubuh mereka.

Masyarakat...

Akankah saya menuruti perintahNya ? Akankah saya penuhi tuntutanNya ? Bolehkah saya menjaga nafsu saya sepenuhnya ? Adakah saya akan berubah selepas ini ? Hati saya belum terbuka sepenuhnya. Iman saya belum sekuat mana. Yang hanya ada pada saya hanyalah sekeping hati yang takut pada Ilahi. Takut akan balasnya. Takut akan janjinya. Takut akan hikmah disebalik dugaannya.

Message Hari Ibu

This is the message I found in my mum's phone :

Orang kata wanita 20an - mengancam

30an - bermacam-macam

40an - terancam

50an - diancam

60an - tak boleh nak cam !

Searching ADAM MUKHAIRIEZ ABDULLAH

Heyy guys,

I'm searching a guy/man by that name; Adam Mukahiriez Abdullah. I don't know who the heck is he but I know he's amazing. He always came into my dreams and make me smile once I woke up. When I was down he was there to cheer me up. He's like.. I dunno. He's the ONLY one that was there to wipe my tears when everybody has walked out the door. We giggled when we have nothing else to do. We cried while we share our own stories. He's like.. I dunno. He made me float in the air. He made me feel how sweet life is. But..

Adam Mukhairiez Abdullah, a name I always say it with my heart when I'm lonely. When I'm jealous. When I'm lost. When I'm ALONE ! You can say he's my IMAGINARY friend. Hee :) But I know he's not. He's more than my imaginary friend. So, if you guys know anyone by that name, feel free to tell me even though you think I'm CRAZY ! :D

Mummy... I got something for you ♥

BEST MOM AWARD

Presented to :

ShaSha

Be it hereby recognized that the above-named person is the very important person in my life, by virtue of many demonstrated acts, among which are these :

• Always being there when I need you.
• Understanding my moods and knowing my dearest desires.
• Loving me when I'm up, down and in-between.
• Being a source of patience, love and strength even when I am irrational.
• Somehow always bringing out the best in me.
• Even when taken-for granted by me, continuing to provide for the need and desires of the unpredictable creature I am. 

In grateful acknowledgement of all of the above,

This award is given this day : 8th May 2011

Signed : Your beloved daughter

Now its a Miracle

HAHA ! Its funny when I read back all the entry I post because none of it shows any miracle. It doesn't match my blog title at all. I think I'm gonna change it if I continue posting entries that not related to MYRRACLELICIOUS. But before that, I have a miracle story to tell you. Well, you can consider it as a miracle... if you believe in miracle. Okayy, enough with those miracle words. Hee :)

This happen when I was in standard two. At that time I was studying in SRK CONVENT KAJANG (my best-est school ever !). It was art class and everyone was asked to bring a story book with an interesting, attarctive cover. I main purpose is to draw the cover on our own. So I brought Batu Belah Batu Bertangkup. At first I know I couldn't draw that cover but it's not wrong to give it a try. And I did. But I don't quite remember was my master piece finished ? Only my memory have the answer. And actually, after that, I discovered that it was a competition. So, eventually who has finished the artwork successfully and creatively will be rewarded. I really wanna win it badly as I never received any medals during the school sports. *I don't like running, jumping or either running and jumping. :P  As time passed by (I don't actually know how many weeks after I discovered that), it was the morning assembly. We were sitting in our class line in the open hall. I sat really near to the front. So, prizes was given to every kind of competition and games that have been organized by the school. Here it comes, the winner of the 'look, imagine and draw' competition (I just make that up). HAHA ! I was at the second place if I'm not mistaken. Yeahh.. My name was called. All my friend was just like, 'huhh ? Biar betul Asha ?!'.

Ye lahh. Betul lah. Haishhh -____-""

So there it is. If you believe in miracle, it can happen. Just believe it.

I hate it when...

• my parents drive like a turtle when they know its already night and we've been out all day long.
• I asked for something and I don't get it. Especially when someone asked what I want because they wanna get it for me, end up they suggest something else. (if you guys don't understand, just ignore it)
• somebody stabbed on my back. grr
• I don't get my mathematics solution correctly.
• I was forced to do KARANGAN
• you're acting a lie and set me up.
• someone ask me Q and I don't have the A. Hee :) eh, I think its the other way round. 
• I'm sweating and my Mr Right is just in front of me.
• I don't get enough sleep. I'll get cranky easily.
• it's May already and I haven't started any revision.
• nobody reads my blog lagi lagi untuk orng yg ditujukan. Sad aite ?  

The ten characteristic of a good friend

Well here's a few from the top of my head:

• Someone who cares about you a lot
• Someone who you can have fun with
• Someone who understands you
• Someone who makes you happy and cheers you up
• Someone who likes you for who you are
• Someone who isn't a bad influence and respects you and your thoughts.
• Someone you enjoy spending time with
• Someone who shares your interests
• Someone who sticks up for you and protects you
• Someone who is just awesome and loves you for who you are!!!

Well, I'm kinda sad ryte now. Because I'm losing a friend that have all of the characteristic above :) I admit its my fault and I don't wanna lose my BEST FRIEND AT ALL !
So, make this a chance for all of you so you can learn to appreciate your besties more before its too late.

Dia & Dear

Hee.. So, hari ni tak tau la nak cite pasal ape. Hmm.. Hari ni Asha balik lambat (dengan Sengaja). Hee.. So, I and Wafi jejalan around the puchong. Sampai ade pulakk yg ckap kiteorng ni couple. ish ish ish.. comel jgk time uh. HAHA ! So, Owh yaa.. Satu hari suntuk Asha cari Ajoo.. Bru petang td jumpa. HEE.. SUKANYAA ! Tapi dia gedikk uh petang tadi. Tak tau kenapa. Penin Penin.. Tapi kan, hari ni mood Asha sangat tidak stabil. Anda tahu kenapa ?? Saya sendiri tidak tahu mengapa. Hmm, dengan 'dia' je Asha nak marah tak tentu hala. Mungkin Asha sayangkan dia terlampau kot. Hm, sorryy boo :( 

Da la, Asha tak nak sedih sedih, Asha nak tenang je. Thankss Ajoo, sebab buat Asha gelak mcm orng gilaa. Heee :D And thankss Wafi sebab belanja Asha tambang bas 50sen. HAHA ! And, tak lupa jugak.. thankss Boo, cuz you've tried your best to make me smile even tough you know that I'm smiling only at the outside and crying at the inside. But where are  those beautiful words you always told me ? Where are those spirit you always gave me ? Where are those giggle and laugh and story you always share with me ? Where are you boo ? Where's the real you ?? Kenapa you berubahh ?? why ?? Don't you know that I need you the most ? Don't you know that I'm a good friend of yours ? Don't you know that I always wanna be with youu ? 

Trilo-gic Days

Haha ! Kinda weired huhh ? Hee :)

The last entry I post was on last thursday and ever since that, I didn't post anything due to the busy-ness weekend. So, to repay back, I'm gonna tell you all about what happen on those three days. Okay, here we go.

Friday 29 April 2011

I go to school as usual and went straight home when the bell rang at 12:30. Owh ya, I was so hungry at that time. So I asked my driver to stop at the 'kerabat diraja'* stall. Opsss, hee.. When I said 'my driver', I was actually refering to my school van driver. Hee.. I went to buy some food and drinks. I bought some pisang goreng that's still burning and a cup of soy bean milk. Gulp.. That was delicious. Superbb :D Hee.. When I got home I take a rest and I.. I don't remember what I actually did after that. What I remember was I watched The Royal Wedding. So Sweet.. Prince William and Catherine Elizabeth Middleton. But I didn't watch it till the end. HAHA ! And when sun has fall, moon rise in making the sky a little bit bright, I went for tuition. Additional mathematics class. That nyte was a great fun ! I actually benefit that nyte and didn't feel sleepy at all. :)

Saturday  30th April 2011

So, on that day we, the whole family went for the Pesta Buku at Putra World Trade Centre (PWTC). There was soooooo many pupils there but I had fun ! After I had my lunch, I go jalan-jalan with Adiba Nur'ain. By that time my heels was hurt painfully.. We walk and talk and laugh at the same time.. like usual. Hee :) As the time passed by, we didin't notice that it was already 6pm. So, kita pun baliklah. Apa lagi ? HAHA ! Owh ya, me and my family had satay kajang Hj. Samuri for dinner (my favorite !) Yummyy !! Ini lah namanya anak kelahiran kajang. Hee :P

Sunday 1st May 2011

Yesterday, we went to PWTC again. Owy ya, I forgot to mention this.. My mum is a writer.  We were at PWTC most of the times to launch her FIRST novel. Hee :) So, she was there to sign autograf. So many pupil with so many ragam of their's. Ada yang pemalu, ada yang tak tau malu, ada yang suka bertanya and ada jugak yang tak tau nak tanya ape. HAHA ! 

Back to my story. I left my mum with her 'fans' and walk all over PWTC. I went up. I went down. I went up again until I'm feeling kinda bored. Hee :P I met Adi Putra that genius boy. He wore a nice yellowish Baju Melayu with his long hair. Wow.. 

Actually I have so many things to tell but I don't have a 'new way' to tell. So, I stop till here and will continue posting in the future.

Hugs and kisses everyone !

*kerabat diraja- refers to Raja Ahmad Firdaus family stall. If you're studying in the same school as I am, you know what I meant by that :)