I'm movin' on :')

Yeahh, I'm movin' on. It's hard to do what I wanted to. It's not easy to keep movin' on when your heart wanna stay where you are ryte now. What I'm bullshit talking about ryte now ? Hee.. IDK laa babe. I just wanna let this feelin' out. I'm sad for no reason. And my heart is painful inside. My jealousy is controlling myself. It's not because of my jealousy that makes me like this ryte now. I'm sad.. Whenever I heard a news/story from/about my ex-boyfriends. I don't agree if you guys says that's normal. My third ex-boyfriend just got clashed with his latest girlfriend and I'm not happy with it. They seems to be so 'okayy' with it. Compare when he ask for a break up, it's like the end of the world. Until today I can't forget bout him. The 'sweet and sour' of himself and what we have been gone through. I do hate him for what he had done to me. But then I admit, whatever happen at the past, is our own mistake. When I think about it again & again & again, there's no particular reason why should I hate him. Even ALLAH hate those people who hate each other. A friend of his tell me to forget bout him and start a new book. Meanwhile, a friend of mine tells me to forget whatever had happen in the past and start movin' on. "You have a bright future for your own self. Concerned yourself." Thankss for the support Boo. I appreciate it so much ! Bout my fifth ex-boyfriend, he deleted me totally in his life. And that's common ! I don't care actually because I know he didn't even care bout me at the first place. You know, you can called me a stupid girl because I couldn't choose a ryte person to 'own' me. Above all, I'm trying my very best to be 'a person'. 

P.S.

To all my ex-boyfriends, thanks for trying to make me feel like I was the only one. Your 'love' wasn't good enough for me and you're just using me for your own. Good that I realize now rather than when its too late.

P.P.S.

When I give you my heart, take a gooooood care of it. It's very fragile. When you break it, don't even think to fix it.

P.P.P.S
I love you :)